Mistress Was Raping Me !!

On every trip i make to see my Mistress my mind is flooded with thoughts of " Why am i doing this ?! Turn around now !!

There is still time to change my mind !" i tell myself. "Just tell Her that i became ill or that i got in a fender bender or something!!"

This time was no different. And like in the past i don't turn around. i continue to drive while my head spins dizzily with these thoughts of flight.

i continue to drive to Her because the reality is that while i dread what She might do to me i cannot imagine my life without Her.

i need my fix. She is my fix.

i have yet to be late even though i drive all the way from Santa Barbara which is 100 miles away!

At the start of the session i assume a variation of the Child's Pose, taken from yoga.

my hands are up front, palms down touching the floor, providing a rest place for my head.

i must have been told to do this by Mistress years ago. i can't recall, it's been so many years now. i can barely believe it has been over seven years!

i am naked. i take a deep breath and wait. i feel queezy and excited.

i can hear Mistress step towards me. the sound of Her heels on the hard floor fills me with dread since this means that things are about to begin.

Mistress starts by lightly brushing the area between my balls and ass cheeks with her finger tips. i raise my ass to allow better access as She reaches in.

The electricity flows from Her fingers to my groin. my cock starts to come to life. Life is good. Life is very good.

She knows that i am a hopeless, pathetic and predictable male because from that point onward i will follow Her commands without hesitation. She is right.

"You look especially beautiful today, Mistress", i tell Her. i never tire of looking at my Mistress. She is beautiful like no other.

But this time instead of thanking me for complimenting Her She instead gets straight to business. It is apparent that She has a plan. No time to waste !

She pulls me up by my hair. "On your feet slave!"

"Stand over here slave and bend over the table. Put your hands and arms behind your back, face on the table. Maintain your balance!"

For the next few minutes no words are spoken other than "lift your arm a bit" and other commands such as that. Before i know it my arms are fully tied behind my back.

my body is roped to secure the "handcuffed" wrists. my ass is also roped so that my ass cheeks are spread. She applies KY jelly to my "man pussy".

She puts a spreader bar between my ankles, long enough to force my legs apart. She puts a gag in my mouth, tightly.

"Can you breathe slave? Let Me know if you can't." "Grunt" is all i could muster. She took that as "all is fine for now."

Mistress finishes me off by putting a blindfold on me as tightly as She can manage. Finished !

Gasp. Grunt. In went the cock with no warning and with full thrust to the top. i screamed with pain and panic.

"I am raping you slave and you're going to take it and take it hard and long." FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!

"you can't ‘mercy’ your way out of this slave, not this time. I won't let you!!"

i was in pain. i was in great pain. the hurt was too much. Tears flowed from my eyes as i took each thrust from Her.

i had to scream. i couldn't help it. but it didn't matter because the gag muffled my cries and Mistress had no intention of heeding my cries.

FUCK FUCK FUCK. my ass was tearing inside from the large cock and the merciless stabbing in my hole.

i tried to fight back by struggling but there was nowhere to go. i was tied, gagged and immobilized.

It was probably only three minutes or so but it seemed so much longer.

i collapsed from exhaustion and pain. my body lay limp. i wasn't going to fight it anymore. Fuck me!!

"Fuck me !! i don't care anymore. Fuck me !!

i give up !!" my spirit and my hole were no longer resisting.

Moments later Mistress eased up on the thrusting. She then gently laid Her body over mine.

i think She was exhausted and satisfied. Mistress sometimes shows affection when She is satisified. Maybe it was affection. That would be good.

i felt Her warmth. The pain inside me was subsiding. She pulled the cock out. It was big and made of hard plastic. She calls

this the agressive type of cock since it has no give, just hardness. Very good for raping a slave.

Minutes later i was freed. The blood starting flowing back into my arms and hands.

i felt flush with warmth from the ordeal. i managed to make it through and that pleased Her. i could tell.

Not that it mattered to Her but i too had enjoyed today's session.

It was time to shower and ready myself for the road trip back. As i showered and dried myself i realized that

my Mistress had taken this willing slave one step higher in the journey with Her. The lesson was clear. She didn't need to put it into words for me.

For Her, once i enter Her dungeon i am an object with no personality. i am there to be used by Her.

i am there for Her pleasure, not mine. i am good with that. Thank You Mistress for taking me on this wonderful journey with You.